rfff

im feeling upset.
i dunno why.
cant change be for me?
like u said,its just e dots.
but i feel like im smsg someone else.
it feels weird.
i think tt feeling is lost.
i think he doesnt love me anym.
no more understanding.
no moe care.
just scolding me fer my stupidity.
im stupid.
i know.
im lame.
im aware.
i ask for too much.
but if u cant give it to me,
den why try givg it to me?
ends up making me sadderrr.
:(
why liddatx?
sometimes,i just feel..
im loving e wrong person.
he doesnt know how to sacrifice so much for the one he loves.
and mayb,i aint the one e loves.
mayb its someone else.
mayb its something else.
but i know,
its never gonna me tt's first in his heart.
so lets give e fairytale up.
at least i still have memories
tt it ended with a happy ending.
sometimes,
an sms just determines who.
e style just determines position.
e care just determines feelings.
e feelings just determines e relationship.
smhow,i hope it just works out all fine.
but again..it din.
i feel very upset with myself.
i dunno wots wrong with me.
but i know,ive lost tt sense of security i had with him.
i feel insecure.
i feel upset tt he's becomg liddatx.
i think e monster's out.
well,its been close to 9months.
and o9o9o4 is e time we bid out goodbye.